Fear

Oct 7th

Fear is an emotion that can immobilize you and stop you from living a full life. I would not be truthful if I said that I was not fearful and worried a lot of the time. But because I have great friends who provide me with guidance on how to fill my time with joyful things so that fear is not at the forefront of my mind that I don’t spend much time in the fearful space. But the last few days I had to be reminded how to manage my way out of this space. Thank you Dawn and Annette for the guidance and the projects and deadlines so that I have things to fill up this time with joy rather than fear.

I got tumor marker results showing a bump up 6 points. 6 points is really not very significant although because I have not been feeling great it makes me very nervous and fearful. So today I am going to work through the fear and bring the smile back to my face! I have to remember to make the most of each good day!

Remember that you are stronger than the storm cause you are the Storm!

And how lucky am I to have Millie always watching out for me!

I will continue to fight fear head on and to allow those around me to help me move past it. Nope it isn’t easy and curling up in bed or on the couch with Millie isn’t the ultimate recipe – but it is ok for a short period of time. Then your loved ones will make you get up and get out of your own way! Thanks everyone for all your love, continued support and prayers this is what has made this journey a bearable one.