“No Fierce Pants Boss Pants”

At the beach and my mom just said this to me – guess I am feeling better today! Nice big breakfast and took Millie for a walk!!! Oh what a little beach air will do for you!

Unfortunately this did not last and I have spent the majority of this week down and feeling completely beaten by this disease. I wanted to do a few things but I haven’t had any energy to do very much at all. I promised to be honest in this blog and this is one of those times that cancer is getting the best of me and it is making me sad. I am and everyone is working together to manhandle me to wellness but we have learned this isn’t like a common cold or flu – damn it!

I tend to sleep more then I want to but when you sleep you body heals and then you also get the chance to wake up feeling better than when you went to sleep – that is always my hope and some days are better than others. This disease can have you feeling good one hour and terrible the next. It commandeers your body and I work very hard to not let it commandeer my soul – cause that is how we are going to get through the tough times.

I continue to be reminded of this quote and live it daily – some days way better than others and some days I whisper it and some days I shout it at the roof tops for all to hear.

On our way home from Mom’s wishing it had been a bit less about cancer and more about sunburns. Unfortunately this was a rough one – but the prayers, thoughts, rosary, texts, emails have been our saving grace. Keep them coming we need to get over this hurdle. God is good and I know he has me in his hand and is guiding me.

10 thoughts on ““No Fierce Pants Boss Pants”

  1. mis…so sorry you are having to go through this…..it is tough, but so are you!!
    sending sooooo much love and hugs!

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  2. You are one tough sailor! !Sending great biiiiggg vibes to you from the Turtle Pond Farm Maag’s!!

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  3. I’m so sorry to hear that you are going thru this. You are an incredible person and I really hope and pray that things improve. Love you Missy

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  4. Missy- I love the short hair and you. I hate to hear how hard it is to go through for you but we want the truth so we can be there for you. Love and miss you so much. Keep fighting.

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  5. “God is good and I know he has me in his hand and is guiding me.” Amen to this! You and Steve are in my daily prayers. You are a beautiful brave storm! I love you,
    Annie

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  6. 🙏🏄🏻‍♀️💤🦀🌻⛱🐝🐕🌷🌞🌈❄️⛷🏂🏌️‍♀️🚴‍♂️🎗🕰🙏😎
    🤟
    Positive thoughts.

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  7. Missy Girl, so good to hear your beautiful and strong voice. Sending prayers of strength, hope and love during this difficult time. Stay strong, never ever give up hope. Know you have a village here pulling for you. I love you so much. Talk to you soon.

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  8. You are definitely the storm!! Your tenacity, strong will and sassy nature are my most favorite things about you! Stay strong ❤️ We love you and think about you all the time. Keeping you and Steve in our prayers.

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