This Sucks

April 14th

Sorry for the delay guys but the last week or so has sucked. I have felt as bad as when I was going through chemo – and honestly didn’t want to share or complain. But I promised to be honesty here and well this is one of those moments that I hate to have to share!

I finally got in to some doctors this week and they said this is not unusual to feel this way, nauseous and diarrhea constantly – no appetite and quite frankly and all over yuck feeling, when someone has an IRE procedure. I dunno, kind of would of liked to have been prepared for that! Don’t even get me started on how many times they tell me oh that is to be expected but have not told me to be prepared for it – ANNOYING. They also did blood work and found my liver enzymes to be very elevated which isn’t helping the all over yuckie feeling. They are not sure why but getting me off my Creon may be helpful.

I think the worst part of this is that I go to bed and sleep 6 hours and then I wake up and while I lay there I can tell I am feeling so much better. I fall back to sleep all pumped up to wake in another 4 hours ready to conquer the world and bam – the cancer devil is rolling on the floor laughing and pointing saying I got you haha! Well cancer devil and Lucifer’s soul you cannot break my spirit – although there were moments that I actually thought they would. I have too much to do to let them do that.

I promise to post soon with some positive and fun adventures, those that are better then laying in bed and getting up to go to the bathroom and laying back in bed – BORING!

Oh and by the way…I am having my hair cut on the 17th…might have a new do to share – as my hair continues to get thinner and thinner daily.